I'm not sure when our next and final cycle will be. I stopped taking my pills after the miscarriage so I could give my body a break from everything. So now it will take a little while to get my levels back up.
We have also started the process of finding an adoption agency. There are so many out there! It makes it hard to chose one but one agency has been recommended by almost everyone I have talked to. And I'm amazed to find out how many people in my circle know someone who was adopted or was adopted.
I have to admit, I'm very excited. I have no idea how this is all gonna turn out or when or where. Ok, I know nothing. But I have learned to enjoy this journey even though at times it is extremely painful. You can have joy and pain at the same time. I take one day at a time and remind myself daily of all the things that I DO have instead of focusing on what I don't have. A friend of mine recently completed a list of 1,000 things to be thankful for. I thought that was awesome but also thought that it would be hard. She said it wasn't and her list continues to grow. So I'm gonna start my own list and I urge you to do the same. We have so much to be thankful for and I think it is time for all us to say "Thank You" to the One who deserves it.
"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever
believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (Jn.3:16)